Alone
I feel empty like a hollow log, but I am sinking like a ship. Trying to stay afloat while I am being pulled down to the deep. My heart is broken, the pain so unbearable that I can barely speak. What is it about this love I cannot replace? I replay the moments, the talks, the fights, what didn’t I hear or acknowledge that you said telling me things aren’t right? How did we get here this place so far from the start? When did you tell me we were falling apart? I am restless and lost, abandoned and scared. Surrounded by faces, but none of them you. Lost in a crowd and wandering through. When we are together, it’s not really you just a constant reminder of a past I once knew. Friendship is hard, it eats at my soul, yet a life without you is harder to unfold. Everyone thinks I am strong, but I feel so weak. Struggling to grow, while inside I break Life has changed, and I hate that it has, its left me afraid of the future ahead, one without you and alone instead....