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Oh What A Ride

When I was a kid my favorite ride at the amusement park was the roller coaster. That feeling you get as you wait in line to get on the ride is exhilerating, you can feel your stomach in knots. The sweet smell of cotton candy being made, it's so fragrant you can taste it in your mouth. You are excited and yet  nervous. You have ridden this ride before, and it awakens you. Life and love are similar to that roller coaster, its so sweet and yet everything in you is excited and nervous. Why is it so easy to love a ride that can always leave you feeling so many emotions?  My life has been a bit chaotic over the past few years. Nothing has made sense and everyday I wake up  on that roller coaster. I feel the way it pulls me up the big hill, slowly creeking toward the top. I am terrified of the first drop and I know it is coming. My stomach is in knots, I hold on so tight, barely breathing. Suddenly just when I am comfortable going up the hill, I drop fast, its much steeper than ...